As it is more than two months since I came to see you and Aunty Amy, a proper “thank you” note is long, long overdue. First of all I have to say how beautiful you looked in that polka dot dress. I knew from the pictures in your gallery that you would look good but the reality was absolutely stunning and the image stays vividly in my mind.
I was pleased to see that you were able to use my first email on your website. As you say, the picture of Aunty Amy does not really do her justice. When I met her first, my impression was of someone who was going to be very severe and my immediate thought was “Oh dear, what have I let myself in for”. After she had established her authority by putting me over her knee and spanking me, I very quickly realised that she was a lovely, sympathetic and understanding aunty. (Some of the other pictures of her on your website show her natural prettiness better, particularly the ones where her hair is hanging loose.) Once I was safely into nappies and rubber knickers she looked after me in the sort of way that little babies just dream about. When I needed a dummy, she found me a dummy; when I needed a hug and a cuddle, she gave me a hug and a cuddle. When it was time for my bottle feed she gave it to me so carefully that not a drop was spilt. She was ever so understanding when I wet my nappy and was not cross at all, even after the second wet nappy, and was very gently when it came to changing time. At the end she made the final breast feeding session a beautiful and serene experience. It was just perfect having my head held close to her lovely round breast and being able to suck her beautiful pink nipple. I was so sorry when it had to come to an end and Aunty Amy had to leave. I very much hope that I shall be able to return some time and meet her again.
The biggest “thank you” of course goes to you in both your Nanny Betty and Wicked Nanny Prima guises. You have obviously been getting it right for a long time; how else would you have such a devoted following. For me, my visits to you have been a voyage of self discovery and self exploration and you have been there helping me along the way but never forcing me to go more quickly or further that I wanted to go. You were very understanding when I backed off from having clamps put on my nipples. I am sure that some mistresses would have gone ahead regardless so I really do appreciate your understanding. (You must think that I am a terrible wimp for failing at the first hurdle but I just cannot equate pain and pleasure – perhaps it is because I never went to public school! In mitigation, I rarely have an injection when I go to the dentist so I do have some pain tolerance in some circumstances. As an AB I am quite happy to have my bottom spanked. For me it is part of the scene and it enables Nanny to establish her authority over her little baby.)
Whilst the masochistic streak in me is very limited there is a submissive streak in me that is stronger (if that is not a contradiction in terms). The very first time that I came to see Nanny Betty I said that I was not into submission and humiliation. Then I proved myself a liar before the session had ended. On reflection; it is obvious that allowing myself to be put into nappies is an act of submission and being humiliated. Because it is a natural part of being an AB I had not seen it in that light. It is perhaps not so surprising that I should be interested in exploring further in that direction. The visit before Christmas was a big and enjoyable step forward in this exploration. (I am using the word “enjoy” to mean acceptable and appropriate even if some aspects of the experience did involve discomfort.) It seemed entirely right and appropriate that I should kiss your stockinged feet from toe to top; that you should dress me up as a TV/TS slut / babywhore; that you should make me suck your strap on dick like a common whore; that you should fuck me with your strap on dick; that you should make me wank and that I should lick up my wank. I have come a long way since I first came to see you!
I shall undoubtedly come back for more of the same treatment. I find you very beautiful and desirable even when you are dressed at your most intimidating and threatening outfits. I know that it is totally inappropriate to have such thoughts but when kissing your stockinged feet I would so love to continue kissing you all the way to your most intimate parts even at the risk of provoking you to give me more punishment that I could easily cope with. You have got me under your spell more deeply and completely that I could ever have imagined.
With love from your little baby Phillippa, xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
with love from your little babywhore Phillippa xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
and humble submission from your TV/TS slut Phillippa.
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