Dear Nanny Betty,

Now that I have recovered my composure sufficiently, I can write and say what a wonderful time I had with you at the nursery recently. You really have a talent for turning what could be an absurd fantasy into a plausible reality. The way that you took a stroppy Louise in hand and transformed her in stages to a nice obedient little girl seemed entirely natural and realistic. Louise really had no choice but to follow your directions, accept being spanked and put into nappies and baby clothes once she realised that you were not going to tolerate her defiant attitude. Once you had won that battle, Louise was ready to accept being kept in her nappies until she had soaked them, being given a bottle and fed baby food without a murmur as if it was entirely natural - which it was.

The session after bath time was equally successful. After I had put my bedtime jarmies on it did not really take much for you to coax me into taking the bottoms off again so that you could put me into a night time terry nappy with a soaker pad and then cover them up with those pretty rubber knickers. The result was so big and bulgy that I really did not want to cover them up with the jarmie bottoms so wearing that lovely, shortie, frilly, little pink dress seemed an ideal alternative. I just loved having the hem of the dress pinned up so that my nappy and knickers where clearly visible particularly when I did a twirl in front of you . I would like to have tried on all the other dresses in the wardrobe but time did not permit. Perhaps the next time that I see you I could do a baby catwalk show and parade each of the dresses to you in turn.

From time to time I tell myself that I really should grow up and act my age and then I have a session like Friday's that makes me think "why bother - this is fun" and you certainly know how to make it fun and realistic. It does not matter whether you are being an angry 'smack' nanny or an understanding and sympathetic nanny, you make it all seem entirely natural and I have no trouble in becoming your obedient little girl. When you do smack me I know that it is really because you love me and want me to become a good little girl for my own sake.

The nappies that you gave to me when I left together with the couple of spares that I had enabled me to wear a nappy underneath my nightie for 3 nights in a row and to spend most of the weekend daytime in nappies. I have even managed to push the boundaries a little by making two trips to the local shops; the first time wearing pink panties (companions to the white panties I was wearing when I arrived at the nursery) and the second time wearing a nappy and plastic pants. I managed a little accident on the way home. (I think that I am still a long way off from going on a visit to Lakeside with you for public exhibition!) I thought initially that the 'large' nappy that you gave me was going to be too large but once in place with a soaker pad inside it was ideal for overnight use. It was big enough to make me fully aware that I was wearing a nappy all the time and adequate for overnight use. I did a wee wee in it before I went to sleep and I did a big wet in the morning when it became very soggy and I was very aware of this sodden mass between my legs. Eventually I had to get up and take it off as there was a risk of it leaking on to the bed clothes. The other nappies were perfectly adequate for day time use and careful overnight use with a soaker pad. I enjoyed the secret thrill of wetting my nappy whilst in bed and when I was walking around in the day time and knowing that I should really be going to the bathroom instead. Some naughty little children never grow up. Some naughty little children never want to grow up -including this one!

So looking forward to the next opportunity to be naughty at your nursery and for you to take control again.

Lots of love from Louise's not so grown up alter ego

As you can tell from Louise's emails - we both had lots of fun that day! I have sissy baby Pauline visiting me again next week and I have a special adventure planned for her - I shall tell you all about it in the new year. In the meantime have a wonderful Christmas and a fantastic new year.

Until next time

Nanny Betty xxx